#RCG

What if I told you I'd want to change Random? To Real? To Romantic?
What if I told you I wanted something more? Something more consistent? From this...from us.

I hate beating around the bush but the creative side of me prevents me to go directly to the point so bear with me on this one as I try to make this as precise as I can...with only a sprinkle of glitter.

Last year starting around January 22,2014 (Time stamps, gotta love 'em)
We started having our conversations...

What would have seemed like normal conversations to you but to me...let's just say you talked to me at the right time. Genuine human interaction any depressed soul would want. For that, I am thankful you stuck around to chat.

Over the course of last year, the spontaneous, random moments of talking to you became the highlights of my day whenever I came online. It was always nice talking to someone about their day, their events, their life. I almost forgot to mention how ridiculously long we took to make our 'date' happen. 12 freakin months. That was fun hehe. I was so relieved that we  finally got to make it happen. And when I saw you...well, #speechless. I blame your haircut. +100 points from the start.Hanging out with you is, as expected, a delight. You are so much fun. Did I mention you looked great in your haircut?
Easily one of my best memories of last year.

Here's the thing now, though... I never acknowledged this before but right now, I have somehow grown attached...to you. I'm not gonna mention how pretty you are or how great you are talk to because c'mon, we both know you are pretty and you are great to talk to. Those are facts that don't need to be repeated.

This I will say, though:
You're quirky, spontaneous, fickle-minded, unpredictable, immensely talented and such a free spirit. Such traits I can never be...which is maybe I am drawn to you as of late.

Last year, I was just a guy who was glad to have someone to talk to. This year, I want to be more than glad. I want to be happy.

For the longest time, I kept such moments to myself with a girl who I considered a close friend and the stupidest thing I've done so far (as pointed out by my inner circle) is why I kept this to myself too long. Well, fine. New year. New possibilities. Maybe I can be the one who would be spontaneous for a change...

So right now, I now admit (to the people that know me personally) I like you.
Family and friends have told me I was crazy to wait this long and fine, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry as well to you if this is somewhat sudden...or delayed... See? Even, I don't know how to phrase this now so let me put it this way...

Valentines is coming up and it would mean the world to me if you would be my Valentine. Let me know if you're coming home. Let me know if you can't and I'll head over to you.  Let me know when and where. I'll wait. Take care always.

-Chady

P.S. By my calculations and I hope I'm correct,.. happy three years at your workplace. :)