Five years went by like a blur... I just realized that, sitting here facing my notebook. I came to realize that as I scanned through the VARIOUS pics that were
uploaded by my friends...seeing the many things they've been doing with their
lives...
I mean, when I think about, I still can remember the days where pens and notebooks
were a necessity, that bringing sheets of paper would be the sole cause of you
passing or not, that the absence of a teacher was the greatest thing that could ever
happen on a long, hot Thursday.Aah, nostalgia always kicks in the right moments... Makes you want to go back and relive those days. Makes you want to hang out with your friends again and have "fun" again? Makes you want to experience the best times of your life? That would be great, right?
But then again, life's like that.. it gives you the moment,then you move on...That's
just how things work...As I look at the pictures again, I see I'm not even in any of these pictures so why do I even bother saying something stuff like that when I've already know crap for that long as well. Do these "friends" even remember who I was? Probably not. But it doesn't really matter... I've always lived in the shadows of their fun and joy and I just came along fine... Getting forgotten can be done so easily, Being forgotten is a different story... I can't tell much of the story behind the pictures anymore (well, xcept for the obvious ones like xmas and graduations..) and frankly, I couldn't care less. This is how thing goes anyway. Attempting to reach out for such things may be possible, but you hell be ready for the sacrifice and the plot twists and consequences that come with it. For now, lets move on...This story is too depressing..even for me..Peace..
-Chady
No comments:
Post a Comment