Leaving the Team...

Due to my workload and transfer of location, I've decided
to retire from and move on. It doesn't mean to say
that I'm quitting Tekken, but I won't get to play as much
and technically, I'm not based in Bohol anymore so it would
be awkward if I still carried the team name.

It's been a fun ride hanging out with all of you, learning,
leading and sharing with fellow senior and neo members. But life
moves on and so will I. I will always treasure the times I
had with and hopefully, I may join in some events.
Playing Tekken never felt better if it weren't for the people
who snuffed it out with me.

I will still be posting and checking up on pages to get
feedback on the potential new players and news updates, but other
than that, I wish you all the best! Thank you and more power!

-Chady

Reasoning

This is for all my friends who are with me...

You're not supposed to be there... You don't belong there... You should do what's right for you... We've heard it all before. We've had our share of rants and disappointments. And frankly, we agree. Yes, some of us may not actually get to do
what we're supposed to do... Some of us may end up doing things that could be at the other end of the horizon...Hell, some of us may die right now and never get to do anything at all but that's the least of our worries now...

It's easy to advice people on what paths they should take in their lives. I mean,
come on, advice is a fancy way of saying talking for an hour or two and setting the
expectations of the said person..I get that. Been there. Had that. And you expect them to take your advice, take the right path and succeed, right? Problem is, expectations tend to fall short..most of the time...

Have you recently seen how hard it is to find jobs in these dark times? No matter how good you say or really are, your efforts become futile when you encounter the companies themselves. Most employers nowadays look for experience..Something we fresh faces have sooo plenty of..and competition is rather stiff at the moment..
Second issue, financial woes. not all of us have the resources to maintain the hunt.
Not to mention a myriad of other reasons (unfamiliarity of place, physical exhaustion, mental breakdown, peer pressure, distractions of grandeur, etc.) It's not easy... Not easy at all...

So for now and for once, just be glad that we have something to do in our lives rather than just lie around and be parasites. It may not be the best but it works.
and it pays. We'll figure something out. Life gives you a curve ball, we still will catch it...and we will win.


-Chady

Betrayal Of Trust

I sit in the training room. Minding my own business. Thinking about the things that have been going on back at home while I'm gone. Trying to doodle and write some material. Then all of a sudden, my classmate drags me along, giving me false belief that I could help with something only to realize that I've fallen into a trap and the cost? Performing in front. Point one Reality....

Betrayal of Trust.No matter what kind of relationship it may be, be it romantic or just a newly started connection, the greatest foundation of any relationship is trust. It always starts there. Trust defines every interaction in a relationship, it builds intimacy and it strengthens bonds. Trust is defined as the reliance of a person on something or someone. It can never be measured definitely but it is one of the most important traits any (or every) person should have.

Unfortunately, it's not like that nowadays. It has been taken for granted. Losing trust can be devastating for anyone.... You could end up hurting that person, or worse, losing them forever. In the early stages of any relationship, learn when and when not to be a jerk. It's not enough to get a few laughs in... I mean, trust itself is a social science...it's that deep. Live and learn people...Peace.



-Chady

Let's Move On, Shall We?

Five years went by like a blur... I just realized that, sitting here facing my notebook. I came to realize that as I scanned through the VARIOUS pics that were
uploaded by my friends...seeing the many things they've been doing with their
lives...

I mean, when I think about, I still can remember the days where pens and notebooks
were a necessity, that bringing sheets of paper would be the sole cause of you
passing or not, that the absence of a teacher was the greatest thing that could ever
happen on a long, hot Thursday.Aah, nostalgia always kicks in the right moments... Makes you want to go back and relive those days. Makes you want to hang out with your friends again and have "fun" again? Makes you want to experience the best times of your life? That would be great, right?

But then again, life's like that.. it gives you the moment,then you move on...That's
just how things work...As I look at the pictures again, I see I'm not even in any of these pictures so why do I even bother saying something stuff like that when I've already know crap for that long as well. Do these "friends" even remember who I was? Probably not. But it doesn't really matter... I've always lived in the shadows of their fun and joy and I just came along fine... Getting forgotten can be done so easily, Being forgotten is a different story... I can't tell much of the story behind the pictures anymore (well, xcept for the obvious ones like xmas and graduations..) and frankly, I couldn't care less. This is how thing goes anyway. Attempting to reach out for such things may be possible, but you hell be ready for the sacrifice and the plot twists and consequences that come with it. For now, lets move on...This story is too depressing..even for me..Peace..



-Chady

Just to Start Off..

For the record, I am not emo. You know, those guys who always wear black and express their emotions negatively a lot. Well, technically, I do wear black a lot but only because I look good in it and you easily match it with other colors. I may seem to express my emotions a lot...but honestly, the things I speak are usually my views and opinions. So screw you if you think I'm too critical. hehe...

Anyway, I'm about to start my third week and things are about to get in depth so might as well buckle down and get serious...Hopefully the guys would be game as well so that we get psyched up to learn and do all the stuff that's needed...

By the way, I had some awesome match ups with some of the Philippines best (at Tekken) last weekend. It was a great experience for me both as a player and person. More power!

So, that's it for now.. My internet connection just got back so I'm trying to posting all the random rants, poetry entries, things I see articles but for now, this is all I could muster..peace out..

Note To New Friends: Listen to Death Cab for Cutie!



-Chady

Due to New Crap...

I haven't ranted for awhile..Well, rant here anyway..and there wasn't much to rant about..well,again there was my graduation, my application, the elections, my GF and our anniversary, current developments in human history, the God damn ever shifting weather, SSF4, My relocation... but since some people are starting to take interest again (strange,really...hehe) I'll slowly start updating my blog..THIS Blog to be exact... providing that I don't lose interest(haha), I don't get a million bucks from the sky, I don't get my PS3 back and I don't die...but that's the least of my worries now..

Currently, I'm here in Cebu, training for Tech Support with a whole new cast of friends. Now, I'll be breaking down the crew later as it has only been,like two weeks and I know most of them would be disappointed if I gave out early impressions...
We also have a great trainer, who balances fun and learning with ease. Great workplace (although it does get too cold at times...JACKET MODE!) and well, that's about it...

I know that wasn't much but I did say "slowly start updating my blog..." (read the first paragraph you dingbat but rest assured, I'll right something whenever I can.. For now, Peace...


-Chady