Twelve years ago, I had this crush on a girl.
She was pretty. She was feisty. She was fun to be with.
So naturally, I asked her if she wanted to be something more.
She declined...So I guess that was that.
But as I remember, she didn't really say no to me outright.
She said to me I wasn't the one she was looking for at that time
and unfortunately, there was this fiasco which made us stop talking altogether.
So I guess that was that.
I said to myself maybe I'll get another chance. I'll wait it out.
And so I did wait. Maybe she'll come around.
But then again, life happens. So we moved on.
So I guess that was that.
Over the years, we did reconnect. We talked.
Don't get me wrong, I would also flirt with her.
But it was all in good, clean fun. We were good friends after all.
So I guess that was that.
A lot of things have happened since then and I would rather not mention them.
So much can happen in twelve years. But I always liked that
whenever I had problems, I could always talk to her.
So I guess that was that.
For a really long time, that's all I had.
I had these moments with a girl who saw me as a friend.
But of course, fate has other plans. And I asked her out again.
After twelve years. So I guess that was that.
I assume a lot of people are going to tell me I'm crazy why I
waited so long to ask her out. I would know that because from
then till now...She has been calling me crazy ever since.
So I guess that was that.
But even then, I think I knew, from the bottom of my heart
That I was already waiting for the love of my life.
So I guess that was that.
And I guess this is my now.
Twelve years later.
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-Chady
